Well, here comes 2017 after 3 years of hardship at University, my life get worse. I take up PGCE course which is so hard, well hard is an understatement to be honest.
Great 2017 has made my life miserable and now what is up to 2018? I do not think it can take anything away from me, because I got nothing left in me. Muhahaha
Well, lets just say 2017 has been a worse year for me, I am not hoping any best for 2018 anyways.
My placement at college is not that great I studied Finance and Accounting while I get to teach Marketing, good luck with that one!
Looks like a loop of circle of misery sucks me deep inside every year. Well 2017 beats it all. I ended up getting 2:1, PGCE admission, figured out that my sisters hate me, got worse and worse over a period now we are not talking to each other. I live with my partner whose mother is chasing me with her gun every opportunity she gets to strike me down. On top of that I have weight issues, I am putting on weight so easily sizing to my stress. I was size 10, then between 10 to 12. Now I wont even fit into size 12 in just over a year! I go to gym at least three days a week. Well, it get worse, I have fibroid and suffer from pain. I am loosing lot of hair and got black eyes already.
It will come a day where I do not have to deal with lots of problems together.
Great 2017 has made my life miserable and now what is up to 2018? I do not think it can take anything away from me, because I got nothing left in me. Muhahaha
Well, lets just say 2017 has been a worse year for me, I am not hoping any best for 2018 anyways.
My placement at college is not that great I studied Finance and Accounting while I get to teach Marketing, good luck with that one!
Looks like a loop of circle of misery sucks me deep inside every year. Well 2017 beats it all. I ended up getting 2:1, PGCE admission, figured out that my sisters hate me, got worse and worse over a period now we are not talking to each other. I live with my partner whose mother is chasing me with her gun every opportunity she gets to strike me down. On top of that I have weight issues, I am putting on weight so easily sizing to my stress. I was size 10, then between 10 to 12. Now I wont even fit into size 12 in just over a year! I go to gym at least three days a week. Well, it get worse, I have fibroid and suffer from pain. I am loosing lot of hair and got black eyes already.
It will come a day where I do not have to deal with lots of problems together.
Now life is challenging me to keep my head up facing all these challenges and still keep going.
Yes, I am going no matter what life throws at me. I am just a soldier who is following instructions given by my instructor. I have no control over my life, but all I tell myself is just live another day tomorrow might be better. I am still awaiting for tomorrow. Everything passes nothing stays permanent, it is just a matter of time. It can be 10 years from now or 20 years from now. 
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